may diskusyon kami ng aking kaibigan. kasi sabi ko, naaawa ako kay wendy ng brendy.

sabi ko, naaawa ako dahil lost siya. sarili niya lang nakikita niya. pinag-iisipan niyang plastic kapag iba ang opinyon sa kanya at iba ang paraan ng paglalahad ng opinyon at damdamin. di niya binubuksan ang isip at puso niya at subukang intindihin kung saan kaya nanggagaling ang iba.

basta, para sa kanya, aping-api siya sa bawat pagkakataon na tinutuligsa ang gusto niya. di niya nakikita na iniintindi nga siya ng lahat.

para sa kanya, lagi na lang, it's either you're for or against me. di siya mapakali dun sa gray areas na puwede namang nagmamahalan o magkaibigan kahit na may pagkakaiba.

tapos sa sobra niyang lugmok dun sa pagiging feeling api niya, super identify na siya sa drama niya. di niya na maiahon ang sarili niya sa drama. at kahit ano pang gawin ng kahit sino, di siya matutuwa kasi hahanapan niya yon ng dahilan.

kelan niya marerealize na, life is what you make of it? siya din may gawa ng lahat ng "heartache" niya.

ang funny nga kasi lahat ng accusations niya dun sa nagnominate sa kanya (such as, kanila na lang ang bahay na to, pera lang ang gusto nila) are really about her. these are her own thoughts/ motives/ conflicts.

tapos, ang ingay niya pa. di siya natapos sa kakangawa at kakadabog at eksena. pero ayaw niya naman makipag-usap ng derechahan. gusto niya lang makipag-usap when it goes her way exactly.

eh siyempre, di naman puwede yon, at marami pang ibang tao sa world at kailangan mo rin sila bigyan ng kanilang right to exist, and to feel what they feel, and to express it how they want to.

it's not like they don't try. it's just that you're not listening.

hehe!

sabi kasi ng friend ko, alam daw ni wendy ang ginagawa niya kaya wag daw ako maawa.

peebeebee

yes, i keep track of Pinoy Beeeg Beee!

but what's making me chuckle tonight is how sister is simply amazed at how "strange" the pinoy version is. like the issue of zeke and dionne being super close, and their "close encounters".

scene: 1 girl housemate giving zeke the third degree as to what he was doing getting the choclit from dionne's mouth [hahaha. it turned out she was ironing and the choclit was looong so she asked him to get the rest that she could not bite off, and he did so with his mouth]. him getting annoyed at the tone and slant of her [other girl housemate's] questioning; her saying that, perhaps, they are getting too close [one ish is that d has a long-term bf] or that they are getting too close without being on the same page [one hoping, the other not].

scene: Kuya probing Zeke about how he feels about the closeness with dionne. is he encouraging it, does he feel she likes him?

well, according to zizter, in the breeeteeesh version, Kuya would be questioning the questioning girl housemate for interfering, and not guy zeke.

yes, i see it. the cultural context. it's quite funny. such that the physical closeness is such a big ish here but so normal in other social situations. eh kasi si dionne kinagat si zeke sa balikat. (she bites him. violence ba daw yon tanong ni Kuya?)

eh kasi mahilig talaga ako mangagat at mangurot. wehehehe.