the nose knows

whole day late night thoughts and though words are cheap, writing them out makes them a commitment:

that i really want to live up to some of the things i said i (would) do, no excuses
that i never want to crowd you (and a good cute question is how many times is a healthy number of times to say i love you :D in a day)
that i never consciously want to hurt you, even in my thoughts, and the words i say, and have lately even taken notice of the things i can't say anymore because they aren't true anymore, because i have already chosen you

and many other thoughts that i keep to myself but release out to the universe for support for good wishes.