antipolo is so near without traffic

there's a nice place just an hour and 15 minutes out of town, like at the back of Antipolo. it's got a stunning view. of the back of Antipolo. guess what's at the back of Antipolo hills? wouldn't you like to know? ;)

but man, the place has like a 50 degree uphill driveway. heart attack. hehe. i closed my eyes as the van surged up the drive.

below was the room assigned to us two trainors. it had a very large tv, the better for watching the second to the last night of pbb. wahahaha. you could dance in the bathroom it was THAT huge.


and here's their pool. didn't get a chance to use it.


for more information, click on to Punta de Fabian. it's a good place for trainings. just get 4-wheel drive. hehe.

but what i learned this weekend is how pangit it is when you (err, them) organize a training with no conviction. or when you're (err, them) only just pretending because your heart isn't in it.

it made me feel guilty for all the times in the past that i may have organized trainings but my heart wasn't really in it. when we may have just "used" our resource persons because we wanted to have a training, and we couldn't be the resource persons ourselves because we didn't know enough.

having been in other trainings that involved heart, mind and resources, i can now tell the difference.

but i enjoyed the kids :D

dear universe, i want to know if i should be teaching kids. if you agree, please push me in that direction that i may know for sure. thank you. ;)