sugilanon

siling sang miga ko, "indi ko bala hungod pero naluyag gid ko kay (ngalan sang migo niya) ..."

hahahahaha. huo huo, ako man ako man. indi ko man hungod. (pero wala ko ya naluyag sa migo niya ah).

nakahambal man siya gani nga ano na ya kuno kadamo lang sang parti sa lab sa blog niya. (pero sige lang kuno, tutal iya man na ya blog). ako man ako man. ginhambal ko man na sa lawas ko. wala man sa ginapagamay ko akon kalibutan no (kay wala man gid, gusto ko gani magdako) ... gakapinsaran ko lang nga mas mayo magkalabot ako sa damo pa nga iban nga bagay. (may ara man ko labot ah, wala ko lang ginagusto isulat).

ayos?

days of october

on tuesday, i submit a case study
on wednesday, we present a research paper, and submit a finals paper
on friday, we submit the final research paper

the week after that...

tuesday, an exam
thursday, submit final long-quiz
friday, submit final end of term paper

and then after that, i go to Boracay.

wahahahahaha.

sabunot self. :D

trickster friendster

wahahahaha. am glad i haven't been up to stalking lately (not that it's a regular habit :P like blogging). someone sent me a friendster smile today, and so, logged in, i discovered that you can now check who looked at your profile in the last 30 days. (friend says you can set your settings to anonymous, but still)

did i really not peek at anyone's profile in the month of September? yeah, i did. guapo mo kasi. love you, pare. hehehe.

ang sa akin lang

Nakakailang kung paano nagtutugma ang lahat ng aking skedyul sa susunod na dalawang buwan. Nakakanerbiyos ng kaunti dahil "to-the-day" ang pagkaayos ng mga magaganap (sila-sila na ang nag-ayos, i swear). Pero magaling pa rin ang pagkaayos dahil walang nagkakasabay (double or multiple-booking) at may tama lang na one-day transitions. Pati ang mga deadline ay mangyayari sa tamang panahon. Ang masasabi ko na lamang ay, katok-katok, Salamat Po!

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May bumabagabag sa aking isipan. Nakikinita ko na kailangan ko nang kausapin ang management ng Yoni, ang "aming" grocery, na tigilan na nila ang kanilang anniversary jingle-advert. Hindi talaga nakakatulong. Nakakasira ng grocery experience. Sa halip ng masayahin o soothing music, nakakasira ng araw ang walangtigil na recording. Promise.

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O siya, hanggang sa susunod at tambak pa ang aking mga gagawin. Pero, masaya naman ;)

oh :)

i miss you already!

and do take care of yourself.

i hope we'll be friends forever.


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hmmmm. as an aside: if i were to propose, that's what i would say :D

bits

i caught myself nodding vigorously to a friend's comment, nodding yes the way you do. (it felt like it.)

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a gf telling me about her to-have-a-baby-or-not-to-have-a-baby soon question. said she plans to give birth here. goodie. i replied maybe i should make sabay. which got her excited. her hubby has declared he doesn't want to see her in pain. so maybe, gf and i can hold each other's hands and scream together in the act. hehehe! after all, we did swear to be co-parents long ago.

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gf 2: yes you're entitled to emote.
gf 3: yes, that's one thing am absolutely sure of.

gf 2: bakit mo siya nagustuhan?
gf 3: ewan ko. tanungin mo ang puso ko.

naks naman :D

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aemon: bravo maya bravo!

HB HB

HB HB,
originally uploaded by Pansy.

Happy Birthday tomorrow Honeybun ;))

May you dance forever and a day.

theme song

it's been a week and am still so in love with:

As now can't reveal the mystery of tomorrow
But in passing will grow older every day ...

julan

possible elements of this sabado:

vick's (hehe)
vit. c
hot stuff (coffee, soup, tea, sinigang)
kumot
textbook
pleasure reading
internet
umbrellas

now that i have ascertained that i have no comment on case study 1 (for racket #2),
let's go to sleep for tomorrow and the day after i have trainors' training (for racket/volunteer work #3)!!!!!!

paumod

in the balanced libra light of day or rain of day (like today),
i know the answer is in paumod.

the answer has always been paumod. :) from day one.
the rule should be, never at the same time.

it's like a seesaw. when one takes the extreme end,
the other has to take the other just to keep the balance.

can i do paumod? :)
(this reminds me of that once rhetorical question,
would i move a million miles for love?)

yes, i can do paumod.
if you'll do paumod too.

(hehehe! that appears to be the only secret to keeping the peace with me
forever and ever, amen. i'll wash the dishes if you'll wash the
dishes too. i'll let your mood pass if you'll let my mood pass
too. my Capricorn nature will give to the nth degree if i can
trust that you'll pull your own weight. lol. it's not as bad or
as mercenary as it sounds, promise. it's quite sweet. and it's
the reason why roommie and i work out.

or i could be wrong ;)) )

pusis

roommie: huy, wag kang aalis bukas. dito lang tayo. magwork tayo. wag kang aalis ha.

pansy: huh? bakit mo ba ako kinukulong? mas possessive ka pa sa bf ko.

roommie: huh? eh hindi naman talaga possessive ang bf mo.

ahahaha

picture this: the girl to my left with her hair up, and wearing eyeglasses has a stack of thesis to her left and is busily typing in the salient points of these onto her laptop. behind me, studious guy is copiously taking notes from his thick textbook.

i, on the other hand, after booting out the girl occupying the table next to the electric socket, have been chatting with dd, dawdled at friendster for a minute, and now am blogging.

all of us in the grand company of bookshelves upon bookshelves of thesis and dissertations, years of pain and joy holding each other up in this small section of my favorite library.

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the bigger news is that as of 12 minutes ago, i have become officially married. yes. you heard it right.

on friendster. i pronounced myself married. my bridal attire: peach long sleeved top, Levi's low-waist jeans and my brown calf-boots, so there! married and dressed comfily, it doesn't get any better than that! i am even wearing my women-men symbols ring.

hahahaha.

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on my second try, i still haven't caught the presentation of the research titled "boys don't cry or do they?" i was late to the forum mainly because i was glued to the tv watching this plane with twisted wheels (or something like that) attempt an emergency landing at LAX.

ahhhh, the stuff of my nightmares. every few seconds i'd click to a more cheerful channel.

but they landed safely in the time i finally got into the shower.

whew. my bar of soap, 100+ lives.

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didn't get to sleep early last night either because tita e and i caught the finale of rockstar inxs (right after i oriented her on all the characters of one tree hill and their various inter-relations) on our beige couch.

what can i say? :D bagay si jd. but contests like this in the end make you think twenty other thoughts about the prize itself. that in the end there's more than one prize, and the original prize isn't really all that it's cut out to be, after all. that you lost, but still, you won.

kasi, the black guy didn't win, the women didn't win, the mabait rocker-theater person Capricorn didn't win, or Libran sweetie blondie Marty didn't win. in the end, JD, the angsty bratty inconsistent but hella sexy singer guy won. worlds have changed and haven't.

ayos lang pareng migs, lika dito hug kita. (hehehe i guess dahon gets marty). so cute, he thanked australia and the philippines. also, that bohemian rhapsody of his (sorry for the stereotype but for lack of a better description), was soooo gay. it was great and all, but i guess, not inxs.

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and now am stuck wanting to gulp some pepsi and needing the bathroom, but having to defend my socket-available table, and protect my belongings.

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take care, you.

aht and eating

food and eating out being one of the great urban preoccupations (and cause of cash drain), here are three breakfast tips if you find yourself on matalino st. and immediate side sts.

1. garlic longganisa at alex grill (till 10 or 11 am only)
2. tocino at mocha blends (all day)
3. tapa at pancake house (all day)


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in Frozen, the play staged by the New Voice Company, the mother character talks of her daughter who urges her to forgive the killer of her other daughter. specifically, to go see him, let go, and create space in her life.

"She now has this way of talking. Like a diet and exercise book."

Hahahaha. That made me laugh.

(it was really good btw. i wish more people saw it :) )

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Dahon, today in Starting Over, the roommates moped, missing Denise. Hahahaha. That gaga gaga girl. I don't know if she's Capricorn but her being so broomhilda sometimes, I wouldn't be surprised.

But they made Candy, the woman with the lengths of curly red hair, the one who's plump and beautiful like mother earth (if only she could see it) pose for three women artists. And oh my, her portraits were gorgeous, three different portraits in different media. Very goddess-sy. Iyanla made her point.

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And last night, we wanted to dance. Jazz.


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back to foodie-ness, i was sitting at my school dep't a few days ago seriously craving chocolait. how happy it made me to discover ice cold Milo at the caf. Yoohoo. ;))

heard on sunday radio

As
by Stevie Wonder

As around the sun the earth knows she's revolving
And the rosebuds know to bloom in early May
Just as hate knows love's the cure
You can rest your mind assure
That I'll be loving you always
As now can't reveal the mystery of tomorrow
But in passing will grow older every day
Just as all is born is new
Do know what I say is true
That I'll be loving you always

Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky---ALWAYS
Until the ocean covers every mountain high---ALWAYS
Until the dolphin flies and parrots live at sea---ALWAYS
Until we dream of life and life becomes a dream

Did you know that true love asks for nothing
Her acceptance is the way we pay
Did you know that life has given love a guarantee
To last through forever and another day
Just as time knew to move on since the beginning
And the seasons know exactly when to change
Just as kindness knows no shame
Know through all your joy and pain
That I'll be loving you always
As today I know I'm living but tomorrow
Could make me the past but that I mustn't fear
For I'll know deep in my mind
The love of me I've left behind Cause I'll be loving you always

Until the day is night and night becomes the day---ALWAYS
Until the trees and seas just up and fly away---ALWAYS
Until the day that 8x8x8 is 4---ALWAYS
Until the day that is the day that are no more
Did you know that you're loved by somebody?
Until the day the earth starts turning right to left---ALWAYS
Until the earth just for the sun denies itself
I'll be loving you forever
Until dear Mother Nature says her work is through---ALWAYS
Until the day that you are me and I am you---AL~~~~~~WA~~
~~~~~AA~~~~~~~AA~~~~
Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky~~~~~AA~~~~
~~~~AA~~~~~~~AA~~~~~~~~~AA~~~~~~~YS~~ALWAYS

We all know sometimes lifes hates and troubles
Can make you wish you were born in another time and space
But you can bet you life times that and twice its double
That God knew exactly where he wanted you to be placed
so make sure when you say you're in it but not of it
You're not helping to make this earth a place sometimes called Hell
Change your words into truths and then change that truth into love
And maybe our children's grandchildren
And their great-great grandchildren will tell
I'll be loving you

Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky--Loving you
Until the ocean covers every mountain high--Loving you
Until the dolphin flies and parrots live at sea--Loving you
Until we dream of life and life becomes a dream--Be loving you
Until the day is night and night becomes the day--Loving you
Until the trees and seas up, up and fly away--Loving you
Until the day that 8x8x8x8 is 4--Loving you
Until the day that is the day that are no more--Loving you
Until the day the earth starts turning right to left--Be loving you
Until the earth just for the sun denies itself--Loving you
Until dear Mother Nature says her work is through--Loving you
Until the day that you are me and I am you--
Now ain't that loving you
Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky
Ain't that loving you
Until the ocean covers every mountain high
And I've got to say always
Until the dolphin flies and parrots live at sea~~AL~~~WA~~~AYS
Until we dream of life and life becomes a dream-Um AL~~WA~~AYS
Until the day is night and night becomes the day-AL~~~~WA~~AYS
Until the trees and seas just up and fly away-AL~~WA~~~AA~~~~~
Until the day that 8x8x8 is 4~~~~~AA~~~~~~~AA~~~~~~~AA
Until the day that is the day that are no more-AA~~~~AA~~AA~~~AYS
Until the day the earth starts turning right to left-AL~~~WA~~~A~~~AA
Until the earth just for the sun denies itself-~~AA~~~AA~~~AA~~~AYS
Until dear Mother Nature says her work is through-AL~~~WAYS
Until the day that you are me and I am you
Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky
Until the ocean covers every mountain high
Until the dolphin flies and parrots live at sea
Until we dream of life and life becomes a dream
Until the day is night and night becomes the day
Until the trees and seas just up and fly away
Until the day that 8x8x8 is 4
Until the day that is the day that are no more
Until the day the earth starts turning right to left
Until the earth just for the sun denies itself
Until dear Mother Nature says her work is through
Until the day that you are me and I am you

red for rainy days

cheesecake!001,
originally uploaded by Pansy.

from my shoebox of pics. an old one by dd.

how dare i

accuse a stone of not having feelings :D
maybe, it does, like i do. ;))

as you can super see

i am taking the torturous route to quiz no. 6

grrrrr. rain. memory. memory. memory. (quiz no. 6 is on memory and i need to be gone already)

"all my hard work is finally paying off"

paying off, i don't know. the hard work isn't it?
said like a true capricorn.

(denise, bal-an, is leaving the Starting Over house, her hard work is finally paying off, daw :D)

if i could draw cartoons :D

i will, i think ;)

the ever-absent present

ka BAHUL na gid na ya.