wasnotwastoowas

iwasstrange, you said and
when you left, i agreed
iwasstrange, i felt
and this is what i came up with

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

on the other hand,
maybe that wasn't so heart-full,
therefore less honest,
and not the real me.

:D (the one that would have knocked down walls just to get what i wanted even if i had torn it to pieces in all the ruckus)


psyching one's self against disappointment
isn't all good, isn't
living from the soul allowing for the
heart to hang out there and be hurt?

:(

but on the other hand,
that, too, was this, that
my love allows: to let you.
:) i guess this means it's both

:P (the one who's batting much better, thank you)