this much is true

yes, head on over there now (lotustarot dot com).

they have free readings, and if you're clear with yourself (you acknowledge to yourself how you really really feel) then the readings are really good.

after all, my last paper was on projection and synchronicity thru card readings ;)). it's just you. there's nothing to be scared about because it's just you.

what you most want at this moment (The Hermit)
The cards suggest pansy, that what you most want at this time is to know what to do, as well as companionship or a lover as you feel somewhat lonely or isolated at the moment. Perhaps you are feeling exhausted and in need of a rest - if you have been ill this is a time for rest and recuperation.

so true, funny how it seems, always in time but never lined for dreams ... ;)
this is the sound of my soul, this is the sound.

outcome (The Lovers)
Love is coming into your life even if you really can’t see where from at this time. If you are on your own a new lover will soon enter your life. If you are in an unhappy relationship you have a choice to make - go with your heart, take the risk, greater happiness is ahead of you.

mwahahaha, alas, alack. i am in love with my new swimsuit. ;))