bugger

i can't figure out why a friend has gone all tweetams on me. i mean i've still been me so i don't know what changed. obviously, it wasn't me. hehe. it makes me feel helpless coz if suddenly he becomes masungit it'll obviously be also not me (just another random occurrence in the universe).

as for this dance with another friend. i've decided not to like him anymore but then he talks to me so i feel open and then he withdraws, for whatever reason. oh bugger this stupid dance. so now i feel i have to withdraw again just so he won't think i'm chasing him. and withdrawing is so unnatural when you just want to be.

mwahahahaha. i have funny problems.